Hurt in Love

What do I need?
What’s good for me?
I can’t keep answering right always

It’s the little things
That keep me hanging
Tearing me apart in these crossways

Why?

Can't believe i suddenly remembered this out of the blue!! Wrote this years ago... err... 10 years? No wait... 13 or 14 years ago !
The melody just suddenly came to my head, lyrics and all.... so i just had to capture it before i lost it again. Not that its anything special, just fond memories :)

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Love is a word that can't be denied,
It isn't hard to see
I was the fool who got trapped in it
And now i can't get free
I curse myself for what i've done
Why should it always be me?
Now i'll never look at another boy
So i'll love him constantly

Why didn't i lie?
When i could have.
Why didn't i do?
What i should have.
And now its easy to see
I'm lost in fake love,
And i'll never ever get free...

Copyright (c) Deepa Seshadri, 2012

Choose

My baby's calling me again
I don't know what i've got, to say to her
She's blunt and harsh and caused me pain
But i know that i have done the same to her

She was gone, for the longest time
Now when its my turn, she says "your mine"

So Long My Friend

Four o clock in the morning, I wake up to ringing of my phone
Sobbing on the other side, I feel the tears as if they were my own
“He’s gone” came her voice so soft
“I’m over” she said, “Now, I am lost”

Unspoken Words

Original intention was for this to be a duet, but i guess it could work out both ways.

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You say… you’ll always try
You swear… you won’t make me cry
Then you leave me shattered, drowning in your lies

You fight… to have your own ways
You’re right… no matter what I do or say
Think about me sometimes, if you want me to stay

?

The other side of the bed is extraordinary no more
Everyday your memory keeps fading away
There’s a part of me that still holds on to you
While a little more of me keeps slipping away

And I try to wonder 
What you might be thinking
What it must feel like
When you know it’s never gonna be the same

New World

I feel like i'm in a different world
Where aliens are dressed as little boys and girls
And they're taking over mother nature
Only in their world its called a better future

Not too long ago everything was new
People just as many but crimes were few
But maybe i have grown to old to see
Your point of view, so let it be

Her

She wears chunky jewellery
With her hair let down loose
Crazy make up combinations
But she makes them look cool

She’s got rosy breadth
And a touch that heals
She’ll steal any man
With an eye to eye meet

Velvet Shore

Head in the clouds
Feet on the ground
Losing my mind to the sounds

Leaves that can glow
Rain storms and more
Emotions that start to now pour

I’m Scared

I’m scared
How can I defend?
When you’re leaping boundaries and crossing lines

I’m scared
Cos everything has to end
It’s just, a matter, of time